Laughter is a currency of life. My focus has always been to make those closest to me happy. But now things are reversing. At the X10_Academy we’ve been talking about Focus. The focus is to be the best version of oneself. As a girl you are often told that the girls are multitaskers. I am 40 right now and can say that it is all rubbish.

Right now am concentrating on a handful of things. I also decided to improve my Qazaq and am trying to do it in style by learning something new – learning how to shoot videos. I know that it goes against certain copyright rules and will delete the videos when requested at the first instance. On a personal note, I just wanted to read this book, it has been captivating me for a year now and I wanted to read it aloud. I wanted to hear myself say the words aloud, wanted to understand what the author had written, hoping that something inside of me would appreciate it without the conscious effort. I think it has flawn into me bypassing my brain’s efforts to say that I didn’t understand it, and straight into my heart. And for that am grateful, copyright or not.

So here am grateful for this book, this language, these words. Thank you my heart, for loving and knowing. Ex